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I am Caryn Dossantos. I am recently divorced from Palm Beach County Sheriff's Office Deputy Marcel Dossantos, an unrepentant SERIAL domestic abuser. The Palm Beach County Sheriff's Office does not care.
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A Passing Bell


MOURNFULLY to and fro, to and fro the trees are waving; What did you say, my dear? The rain-bruised leaves are suddenly shaken, as a child Asleep still shakes in the clutch of a sob- Yes, my love, I hear.


One lonely bell, one only, the storm-tossed afternoon is braving, Why not let it ring? The roses lean down when they hear it, the tender, mild Flowers of the bleeding-heart fall to the throb- It is such a little thing!


A wet bird walks on the lawn, call to the boy to come and look, Yes, it is over now. Call to him out of the silence, call him to see The starling shaking its head as it walks in the grass- Ah, who knows how?


He cannot see it, I can never show it him, how it shook- Don't disturb him, darling. -Its head as it walked: I can never call him to me, Never, he is not, whatever shall come to pass. No, look at the wet starling.


~ D.H. Lawrence. 1885-1930

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Nochyu mokraya ptitsa nikogda ne letaet. A wet bird never flies at night. -unknown [old Russian proverb]


A wet bird never flies at night. They don't? Do they?


his loss

Posted by wet bird | Under Uncategorized Monday Feb 1, 2010

Yeah, I still get bummed. Yeah, he can be a fantastic guy. But you know what? I am an awesomely cool chick that is perfect for someone who will love me and appreciate me for exactly who I am. If he chooses not to repent, not to let go of his abusive controlling jealousy and be a Christian man rather than a child, his loss. When I am not being over-shadowed by emotion and loss, I know this is true. I am so tired of trying to be something I am not. I am not the conservative, quiet, un-opionated, empty-headed doormat that he wanted. Good luck with that. During the last few weeks, he said that I was going to basically be lost and never find a man as good as him. While I love and miss him; I doubt that is true. I have a lot to offer. One day he will realize that he had something very rare and special, and he let her go. Docility can be very cheap, and you get what you pay for. If loving someone doesn’t “cost” you something, it ain’t worth having. I am worth it. And I am darned hawt for my age. :) Even for someone less than my age. I’ll be singing you bet you wish your girlfriend was hot like me ;) For a geeky apple fangrl.

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Zune Lover:

Good for you!

February 1st, 2010 | 11:14 am
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